I'm so over this constant up and down feeling. It's been happening all year. i go from good or okay moods to bad ones, like the flick of a switch
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I know how you feel, i feel the same way right now. Darling for what it's worth, you're gorgeous, you are charming and you will meet someone one day soon. Don't lose hope. Keep on smiling and loving everyone around you. I know it hurts sometimes, but you can't let it bring you down.
i know, it's so incredibly hard though sometimes. im ok until i see someone living there life, or with someone they love, and then it's like EXPLODE haha. i think its just a matter of when, you know? when is it gonna happen to me :(
I know exactly what you mean. I've felt like that so many times too. Now... I don't know if we're a lot alike, but all it took me was to see that a lot of those girls who I "envied" didn't necessarily have that much to be envied. I've met guys and most of them were not worth my time. I got a boyfriend who was clingy and too romantic and made me realize I was doing so well on my own. We're young, Broadie. And, hell, I'm 4 years older than you :) But I've learned that having a boyfriend doesn't necessarily make you a happier person
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thankyou so much, this means so much to me! i felt so...vain or something writing this entry, i thought people would react differently haha. im so selfish sometimes, it frustrates me. i know i am very lucky in some ways, and i should focus on that instead of focusing on all the bad things...it's just when i get into a low spot, it all comes flooding over me, you know? i hope i dont stay this way forever haha, my poor livejournal probably can't take it lol! thankyou again, it was really nice reading this :)
Well, we're responding like this because so many of us go through this from time to time. I am personally not really crazy about girls who always have someone. For me, really, that is a sign of weakness. It's really not that hard to find someone. As in "anyone". But we deserve better than that. And it's harder to find someone that truly makes us happy and who is really worth it. I don't know about you, but for me this comes in phases. On Saturday I was crying my eyes out, cursing my bad luck in love :P Today I am in peace with it, I even feel lucky. Life's just different for each one of us and it would be damn boring if it were perfect all the time. Anyway, you're welcome :) I like talking about this because I hope I can help, with everything I've gone through already..
It seems we are just doomed to wait a hell of a lot longer than everyone else! I keep thinking, well hey! All the better it will be when I finally get one of those bf things! Lol sigh. thankyou so much <3
yep yep yep you're describing me too. finding a guy it's really impossible isn't it. well hey if it makes you feel better i never ever had any guy hit on me never had anyone like me! lol.
it isn't even that you don't deserve someone really you should not think like that - you do have to wait just a little longer i promise because you're amazing so you WILL find someone amazing. really.
I felt the same for a very long time, as you probably remember me at baker's delight with that douche that I liked? I felt exactly the same about my life, and I became very very depressed. Maybe taking anti-depressants for awhile will help? I'm about to go on them again because I've been feeling terrible and hating myself a lot. They do help, especially with taking your mind off things and balancing out your moods. It's nothing to be ashamed of, and I know that bringing up the subject with your doctor is difficult, but do it. You won't regret it
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Thankyou so much for this comment, it meant a lot to me. Seriously. And I totally agree with you, totally. What guy would even want a girl who's all RAWR MY LIFE SUCKS lmao. And of course, anyway. I do want to be happy with myself, and not rely on others for happiness. Unfortunately this shit just EATS at me sometimes. Like, 90% of the time, I'm fine. I'm aware of it, and it sucks, but I don't feel the need to upgrade my LJ and have a little crisis haha. But when it does hit, it seems to hit pretty hard, so I dunno. I know I'm under a lot of stress from uni right now, and I've been eating pretty poorly so I'm gonna say that has something to do with it too. Mann, I just wish I would stop thinking about it though. It makes me feel so terribly selfish. I should be thankful for so many things right now, rawrrrr.
Anyway, we really should chillsies more haha. I'm such a hermit. And we both finish uni/tafe soon so we'll have time :)
You're so welcome love ♥. I know that sometimes you need someone to tell you what's right in front of your face, even if it is obvious in hindsight. You're never being selfish if you're thinking about your mental health. I know how it feels because I get really paranoid about the doctor thinking I'm a hypochondriac etc. Lol.
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Yeah I'm a bit of a hermit as well, but I make Joel & I go out to see bands on the weekends and stuff, mostly to make contacts etc. But it is a lot of fun in the end. And being able to go out together and not need anyone else to have a good time is a great feeling. Buutt, let me know when you're free and we'll do something? x
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im so selfish sometimes, it frustrates me. i know i am very lucky in some ways, and i should focus on that instead of focusing on all the bad things...it's just when i get into a low spot, it all comes flooding over me, you know?
i hope i dont stay this way forever haha, my poor livejournal probably can't take it lol!
thankyou again, it was really nice reading this :)
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I don't know about you, but for me this comes in phases. On Saturday I was crying my eyes out, cursing my bad luck in love :P Today I am in peace with it, I even feel lucky. Life's just different for each one of us and it would be damn boring if it were perfect all the time.
Anyway, you're welcome :) I like talking about this because I hope I can help, with everything I've gone through already..
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Lol sigh.
thankyou so much <3
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it isn't even that you don't deserve someone really you should not think like that - you do have to wait just a little longer i promise because you're amazing so you WILL find someone amazing. really.
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and i hope you start meeting new guys at your uni, too. go get emmmm, hahaha
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Unfortunately this shit just EATS at me sometimes. Like, 90% of the time, I'm fine. I'm aware of it, and it sucks, but I don't feel the need to upgrade my LJ and have a little crisis haha. But when it does hit, it seems to hit pretty hard, so I dunno. I know I'm under a lot of stress from uni right now, and I've been eating pretty poorly so I'm gonna say that has something to do with it too.
Mann, I just wish I would stop thinking about it though. It makes me feel so terribly selfish. I should be thankful for so many things right now, rawrrrr.
Anyway, we really should chillsies more haha. I'm such a hermit. And we both finish uni/tafe soon so we'll have time :)
Thankyou SO much again. Seriously.
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Yeah I'm a bit of a hermit as well, but I make Joel & I go out to see bands on the weekends and stuff, mostly to make contacts etc. But it is a lot of fun in the end. And being able to go out together and not need anyone else to have a good time is a great feeling. Buutt, let me know when you're free and we'll do something? x
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