I am jealous.

Aug 18, 2011 01:40

Nonsense that's going through my mind right now cos depression is back. Feel free to ignore, I just need to write it down.

blablabla )

real life: babble, real life: personal post

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thenoblethang August 18 2011, 00:33:31 UTC
*hugs*
There is always going to be someone better than you, and that goes for everyone. Even the people you're jealous of are envious of someone else. Just know you're not the only one that feels this way, and you can get through this!! You have like an entire pep squad behind you.

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sunnsea August 18 2011, 14:45:21 UTC
*hugs back*
I know I know Rei. I just need to learn to accept that. Of course there's always someone who's better. All I need is more confidence et cetra.

Lol an entire pep squad behind me? *feels paranoid now* xD

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noblegirl91 August 18 2011, 01:31:44 UTC
Like thenoblethang said, you're not alone. We seem to be in the same boat. And it's especially true for everything you said in your last two paragraphs.

*hugs* If it really comes down to it, we can be un-special together. No use in being average alone!

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sunnsea August 18 2011, 14:43:38 UTC
Average United! Or hermits united? Stalkers United? Well you know what I mean ;D
Thank you so much for commenting. I'm feeling better again^^

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noblegirl91 August 18 2011, 15:24:05 UTC
You're very welcome and I'm glad you feel better!

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karlamartinova August 18 2011, 10:22:56 UTC
I am jealous of your vidding abilities, I am jealous that you can manage to write longer stories :)

There are people jealous of you too, you know.
Everyone of us a single individual, we cant be the same as the rest, the world will be pretty boring then.

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sunnsea August 18 2011, 14:42:21 UTC
Yeah I guess that's one endless circle. It's not like I'm a total wreck because of this...I just needed to make a list what's bugging me atm and once I wrote it down I felt good again.

And oh yes! You're so right about this (well but it would be cool if everyone in the world was a Doctor/Donna shipper xD)

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karlamartinova August 18 2011, 15:53:49 UTC
Yeah, getting it out does help! :)

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bas_math_girl August 18 2011, 13:56:17 UTC
Even IF your friends are better than you, they still chose YOU as their friend, so that makes you special.

And I'll pass on a piece of advice someone just gave me:

“everytime you feel the panic and the worry, just take a deep breath and imagine David Tennant.”

Works for me!!

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sunnsea August 18 2011, 14:40:14 UTC
LOOOOOOOoOOOL That's one hell of a brilliant advice xD Works brilliant xD
Don't worry I' m all fine again^^

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nipponophile05 August 18 2011, 15:27:39 UTC
bas_math_girl - most awesome, awesome advice EVER!!!

And as for your achievement, sunnsea...man, your vids are awesome, your pic spams and caps totally rock and you make some of the best icons known to the Whoverse and beyond.

I, for one, am super-glad you are part of this community!!!

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