I don't know how much more of these ridiculous highs and devastating lows I can take.

But goddamn, if it isn't kind of thrilling...

Two weeks ago I was on top of the world... and now I just wish I'd disappear.

The doctors say I have about forty years left. Here's hoping that was a gross overestimation.

Friday night and I have no plans.

I feel so unloved sometimes...

It's really surreal and bizarre to find your ex-fiance on MySpace and realize that he didn't just stop functioning because you walked away from the relationship. Part of me is happy that he's moved on and seems to be happy. Part of me is disappointed that he isn't still devastated. (That's so ridiculously awful of me to say, I know, but I can't ( Read more... )

I have a song stuck in my head, and I have to wax poetic about it.

"Wonderwall" (Oasis) Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you ( Read more... )

Being with Jon makes me feel like absolutely nothing else in the world matters. Just sitting next to him on the couch makes me feel lightheaded. I don't know what it is about that boy, but I just cannot seem to stop thinking about him. I want so badly for this to become something significant, but I can't rush it. I have to let things keep ( Read more... )

The wedding was great. Lots of drinking and catching up with old friends. Yay for Amanda & Robert ( Read more... )

I am not disappointed that I haven't talked to him all week.

I am not disappointed that I will never, ever be the girl of any guy's dreams.

I am not disappointed that I am doomed to be lonely forever.

I just know that this is how my life is... and always will be...

Allow me this opportunity to say ( Read more... )

What a strange series of events that have come to pass lately ( Read more... )