you know as well as i do that it'll all work out for us. things that are supposed to happen will find a way to happen, no matter what.

dear you ( Read more... )

tomorrow i'm 21, bitches! vegas, here i come!

"no one can tell what goes on between the person you were and the person you become. no one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. there are no maps of the change. you just... come out on the other side.

or you don't."

-stephen king, "the stand"

you know what the worst feeling in the world is? jealousy. the way it gnaws at you, churning at the pit of your stomach; how it fills your head with terrible thoughts about what you'll never have ( Read more... )

if this is the best it's ever going to get, i may as well go throw myself off a bridge right now.

if it isn't, then i'm sure as fuck ready for things to get good for a change.

in 19 days i'll be 21. i don't think i'm ready to be a real grownup yet.

hey, guess what? i got my heart ripped out. again. but i didn't break down and cry until i got to the parking lot, so at least i retained the smallest shred of dignity ( Read more... )

go ahead, label me!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=AmberBreanne

hey... fill this out for me, and then post it on yours so i can do it for you ( Read more... )

i just want to disappear... to suddenly not exist... it's not like it would be some big loss.