hi

it just hit me yesterday when i got a postcard from my dad ( Read more... )

he wants me to move in with him
and buy us a puppy
and buy me a car
and love me more
i said it was to soon

i have a feeling that i will be leaving soon
how soon, i dont know
but i will be gone when i do go

its been a long time, where have i gone, and what am i becoming?

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i feel like quitting my life
i'm always so exhausted
two jobs
and college starting again in a week and a half
ugh
and theres steven, which isnt a problem
but i just wish i had gotten my loan so i could just quit work or quit working so much
mom comes home from the hospital tomorrow
i am so depressed by everything lately
i just want to leave for a

i hate how none of my friends are in college ( Read more... )

I live in an apartment on the ninety-ninth floor of my block ( Read more... )

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