I have not seen my biological father in over 20 yrs, but every birthday and every Christmas I get a check and a short impersonal note. This birthday I got the same thing only this year he mentioned something about possibly meeting up in the next few months. Twenty years. That's SO long ago. I don't know why he'll be in Texas ( Read more... )

It's been almost a year since I last posted? I guess I miss the fact that LJ is sort of personal and sort of public. It's like being putting on a happy face yet secretly wishing someone would still notice that you're down. Everyone likes to pretend that things are under control but we all like to know that someone sees through it and has concern ( Read more... )

(most of these are in reference to several different situations, but they're contributing to my overall mood of discomfit ( Read more... )

Frannie left a comment about going to Mi Luna or Blue Fish House for dinner tonight. My ex Dave was there. I'm the one that showed him that place. Frannie mentions she caught him on her page via her tracker. I come home and he's checked my page as well.... hmmmm.... Doesn't matter *really* but it is interesting ( Read more... )

I had all together stopped journaling for a good while... then started just updating stuff on MySpace *gasP* it started leaning towards blogging but just didn't have the same anonymity with an audience as my LJ does. I have ppl I know in RL that read my LJ and LJ ppl that I've met in RL, but I know almost every single person on my MS friends list ( Read more... )

I went with a friend to her second session for her tattoo. I found myself holding my breath when her artist Mark looked me in the eye. I hadn't felt that kinda spark for someone in a long time. Usually, I'm the sort of person that needs the whole package in order to catch my interest. After sitting in the room with them for almost 2 hrs, I ( Read more... )

but I don't. Is it wrong to revel in someone's karmic retribution? Hahahaha I don't care, it fills me with glee. Sometimes payback comes a little slow, but not this time, no siree. The only downwside is that I think the lesson might be lost on one so prone to externalizing. Maybe, JUST maybe this might be the catalyst for turning his locus a ( Read more... )

so I flushed my cell phone down the toilet...

gimme your #'s please...

Today I was sleeping at Dave's place, when I woke up to the sound of him going "pssst" and what I could have sworn was a cat. I got up and open the door and there was a cute siamese bobtailed kitty running around the apartment. Dave left the door open because it was so nice out today and he said the kitty just wandered in. The cat being a cat ( Read more... )

PLEASE GO CHECK OUT THE HECK ( Read more... )