do you ever wish you could silence your mind? Silence how the mind keeps replaying things over and over. I lie awake all or half the night replaying my mistakes and how I'm a mess. That I'm just a dissapointment to myself. Not the peachiest stuff. Are people actually happy? Or are they just fooling themselves? How can they be happy without ( Read more... )

and to all a good night

I got straight A's last semester and raised my GPA to a 3.59. :) I's happy with that.

each time i come home i lose a little more affection for my brother. perhaps i should cease coming home and keep what little i have left ( Read more... )

i have commenced drooling and fumbling about my apartment trying to pack for break. it's not a good idea to wait to the last minute to pack. at least not for me.

took one small break and went to dinner with friend from my creative writing class. i really liked everyone in it. i wish it could have gone on a lot longer. much much longer.

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SUCKS! I didn't go to sleep till about 6:30 last night and had to get up at 9. Not to peachy, but I guess that's all my body needs to run on. Filed for an extension today for my court stuff. Hard to believe I was in court just about a year ago. Time sure flies. I really need to do my dishes... it feels like there's a lot of stuff that I have ( Read more... )

Cause i wrote that last entry yesterday and it's posted for today. either that or i'm delusional. quite possible ( Read more... )

I had some great scottish oatmeal today that han and jon left for me when they moved. good stuff! it's ground instead of rolled. interesting, i like the texture alot more than just my regular oatmeal. I head home in less than a week. home as in all of alaska. i head home home to unalakleet in a week and a day. time can't move fast enough but ( Read more... )

If you were a dog what would your bark sound like?