well what a fucking shameful excuse for a live journal this has turned out to be. no real reason for not keeping it up, apart from laziness and lethargy. i found that when i was working 8:30-5:30 every day it just completely killed me, so when i got home i would sit veg and go to sleep. every day. only just realised how depressing that is. i've ( Read more... )

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Anyway i for some reason felt incredibly mature sitting in the dressing room, like i was some young teacher watching over his attentive - though slightly over-zealous - young class. Not about Seachange, but the other upstarts. Maybe it's after years of following Si and having a second-hand experience of the industry. I don't know, but i ( Read more... )

[apologies for gaping hole in journal entries] well a lot has happened, and nothing. a brief recap of events since i last spoke.

split up with amy.

it was on the cards, as you know, but we finally finished it a couple of weeks ago when i went to visit her. it was a surreal trip. we both knew that this would be the most likely outcome of the three ( Read more... )

a bit of an eye-opening week this week. nothing spectacular has happened. no sturm und drang. nothing. and yet i feel like i have experienced some sort of epiphany.

i have been temping for the first time, in fact, it is the first proper job i've had. ever. all previous employment has come through the backdoor, through family/friends etc., so this ( Read more... )

good morning pol ( Read more... )

thought i'd have a go at this after your request pol.

however, i've just lost my entire first entry due to computer foolishness.

i'll write another one soon.

ex