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Boston
I just left Boston. Again. We drove through the tunnel about four times today and that doesn't include the subway trips.
All in all. Id rather not go. I liked it here. Well mostly. There some good points and some less so.
Non emotionally based the weather was great and awful. The night we came in it was windy and cold but the day following turned ( Read more... ) -
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Therapy, it has come to my attention, I'd for suckers. Therapy is basically asking you to make peace with the fact that you won't get what you were supposed to. It is basically teaching you how to be ok with comprising everything you wanted or believed in. And I say no. This doesn't appeal to me anymore.
I am in Boston and I literally smell Italy. ( Read more... ) -
Live Free or Die
Bar by bar I have built myself a life sentence. Every sin. Every failure I have built another iron bar toy cell.
Thousands of miles away and still everything reminds me of him. I can't get away. I could hypnotize myself everynight to forget him. It would never work. I'd walk down a steep hill and miss him. I could see a sign or penny and miss him. ( Read more... ) -
compromise
i dont know why im writing this here but oh well. it has recently been brought up to me that perhaps to find what we want we need to compromise. im not sure why this hasnt taken up as much brain matter till now, but none the less, here i am ( Read more... ) -
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ive thought about it. heres what ive come up with. its one decision ( Read more... ) -
i know, up here, i'll be proven guilty
ive been trying lately to listen ( Read more... ) -
228 days later
we spoke. nearly. i sent him a message on facebook. i was wasted and regretted it instantly but couldnt figure out how to unsend something. he wrote me back yesterday. i was at home and saw it instantly. i responded within two minutes and he wrote me back straight away. then i responded to what he said! it was like a conversation ( Read more... )