dear everyone
im really really genuinely happy.
love me.

( 2006 )

after a year of begging pleading and persuasion...
i got a cellphone!

i'm so stuck on the way life used to be. and why everything that has happened did in fact happen. and i'm so stuck on that that i'm not letting life change.

why isn't fall good.
fall is always good to me. and this fall isn't. this fall is full of shit and losing friends.
i want a good fall.

quite frankly, i'm counting down the days to when i'm legally an adult, so i can move out and never have to speak with my mother again.

me and joss have joint custody of grey's anatomy season 2.
yesterday was wonderful, i volunteered then applepicked then boytalked at barnes and noble with tasty drinks then watched seven hours of grey's.
lovelovelove.

ahgoiwe i can't stop sneezing&&i'm reading the autobiography of a brain surgeon to see if thats really how i want to spend my life, QUE NERD.
i'm ready for fall, i hate summer, and i want it to be wondefuuuul again.

lets discuss the story of my school year: chem is utter crap, study=♥♥♥, english is unbeatable, spanish involves speaking SOLAMENTE ESPAñOL, math is math duh, APUSH involves a lot of notes and an amusing teacher, study is utter crap, and wind ensemble is RAAAD.
ahhh school. so tired already.

the first part of my last entry...
was a lie.
i think. :/ ?