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[sunseedsofdoom]

silly electronic scale. moves between 178 and 179.
SO!
i will find the curage to go into the city by myself.
that's not what i'm afraid of.. i'm afraid of the bus ride there.lol. guess i'll just go hit up a bus station and wait.
woot

amber :)

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[lost_energy]

Buses, trains and cities are awsome. It's the large, open spaces of being in the country that freak me out. *is a city girl*

[sunseedsofdoom]

lol i'm from the open air :D
i miss being able to walk down the street without people grinding their teeth together, asking me for money or a cigarette.
ep!

and well i'm glad i'm attractive to the city's black population who seem its necessary to holla at me from across the street and follow me just to say i look fine or something.

:/

[lost_energy]

Tee hee. You said 'holla'

That made me smile.

[charl33t]

I fucking love you.

[sunseedsofdoom]

haha sweet
i went into the city and got followed by black guys "holla"ing at me and meth addicts grinding their jaws at me.

oh, but i bought a lesbian book called Valencia. :D

there is a HUGE market out there for lesbian fiction. and i went and looked in abook store and its freaking SAD.
i might write some lesbian fiction and see if i can get it out and published ;p
:D he he
i'm so evil.
thank you suny potsdam for teaching me that it doesn't matter what my opinion is, it's my audience i need to think about.

*muwha!*

[runhappee]

City? In Carolina?

LOL Do you get a "hey guuuuurl" when you walk down the street?

[sunseedsofdoom]

i get. Yo Yo! Hey. Whats'up
and Baby you lookin FIiiiiiine today
why you look at me like that? I just came over here to holla at you.
and
whistels
but not from really cute, awesome guys.oh no.
nothing from them :/ everything from meth junkies, nothing from sober people.
then again, it seems everyone here is drunk
:/ and i dnt watn to drink cause of the calories, sugars and oh yeah the NAUSEA vomiting feeling i get. but perhaps i will go out tonight and just dirnk vodka and diet cola... never had that. i know vodka and sprite is good. but the scale went up 2lbs today! i'm still at 176.. but then again i'm having my period ...so.. yarg.
ah well.

[runhappee]

Wow. And that's in North Carolina? Yikes. Haha, drunk guys walking around though..that's creepy. I hate it when creepy guys hit on me. Of course, the issue I have is OLD guys. Not like 70 or something but guys my dad's age 40s...and they don't understand why I'm like ewww. Seriously, if you were born in the same decade as my father and were old enough to have children when Motley Crue came on the scene...yeah get away. lol.

And I'm 179 today. I'm telling you, I'll NEVER get out of the 170s it seems. Ugh! But at least I haven't gained. That's good I guess.