i wrote a whole other entry about my weekend, but that was far too long and i don't really feel that it meant anything to post it. so instead, i'm putting on a really good simon and garfunkel song, "flowers never bend with the rainfall ( Read more... )

for those of you who were worried (probably few since no one comments any more **cough*cough**), i thought i would reassure that i am feeling much better than i was, say, 3 weeks ago. i didn't realize it until yesterday at practice, when coach was joking during the med ball workout and said "rachel there's no smiling at practice...wipe that smile ( Read more... )

step one: open all your music files on your computer ( Read more... )

i love life ( Read more... )

well folks, spring break is winding down slowly. can't say that anything particularly exciting has happened (except for that meteor crashing down on the porsche i just bought and...oh wait just kidding! hehe). i'm not going to complain about the quietness of it because relaxing is really what i needed. i think that, by the time i leave tomorrow, i ( Read more... )

so i think i've finally done it. i think i've finally cut the ties that have bogged me down for awhile. in some ways, i want to apologize, tell people i was wrong, beg them to forgive me. but then i say to myself "are the back-stabbing, over-bearing, unfriendly people deserving of my friendship? and didn't you mean every word you said (not to ( Read more... )

so i'm back from maine, which was quiet (and erring on the side of boring, at times). got to meet wes and brigid, who are both crazy but pretty cool (you know me- i like 'em crazy). it snowed, which was kind of weird because- well let's be honest here- how many people associate snow with spring break?? i don't...at least, i didn't, until yesterday ( Read more... )

well spring break has begun (well- i don't have any classes yet. i'm just waiting to be picked up ( Read more... )

warning: this entry is hella long, but has some really important things. i don't expect you to read all of it, but i had to put some of these things down somewhere ( Read more... )

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