i hurt. my body. my head. my pride. my...life? let me put it this way:

.I.

.S.U.C.K.

.A.

.L.O.T.

i'll just leave it at that...

in the past 6 days, i have been told twice that i should get x-rays. for 2 different injuries. first for my knee. second for my foot, which i was having problems with today. the trainer was playing with it and my toe went numb and it's been difficult to walk. grrr ( Read more... )

i'm almost done with this school week. it's been tough- i definitely feel like i deserve to be doing a lot better than i am. maybe that sounds childish to you...i mean i'm not asking for the good ol' "e for effort" or anything, but i am putting a lot of time and focus and work into this semester and the grades are not turning out as well as i ( Read more... )

i think it's funny how the less time i spend at track suddenly means that i get stressed out MORE. yesterday i thought i was going to bust open and just HIT someone (or several people) and really freakin hard. i probably wrote 3 different posts to let some steam off because certain people are lying hyporcrites, but decided it would just make my ( Read more... )

hehe- did i mention that i chopped 3 inches off my hair last night? not quite on a whim- i've been wanting it shorter for awhile. i just had to do it. i'm going to get my layers rebuilt over break. but it feels much better now that it's shorter (:

ok so i'm feeling much better than yesterday (yahoo ( Read more... )

i feel disgusting right now. i've been getting sick and i thought that it was just a track hack (too hard to explain for the energy i have) but it's not. it's like when i got really sick junior year right before we went to virginia beach (esi, karen, jenn- you remember me DYING ( Read more... )

i'm still in an impressively great mood. make this a whole 5 and a half days that i have had minimal pessimism. and i don't mean that i'm just average-happy...i mean a really freakin great mood ( Read more... )

this journal is meant for people who care about me. people who aren't going to be jerks if they read certain things. if you don't fall into that category, don't read this. i'm sick of people calling me out for things that i've said: if you have a problem with my honesty, maybe you should ask yourself why i felt the need to say what i said. i don't ( Read more... )