I'm lonely. i wanted things to turn out well so bad but now i think they won't. i don't want to be discouraging but its hard not to be. i hate being alone. and i don't want to be hurt, but it looks like i already am. im ruining things again. always being negative. maybe thats just who i am

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So i really hate it when people say things about me when they were there and they know it didn't happen. Kristan knows what i am talking about (probably because she jsut told me lol) So i have not updated this thing in a while so i thought i would. Not a whole lot is going on. I have a ten page essay due next week AND so is my USD app! A ( Read more... )

So here are some pictures that I have finally downloaded from my camera which drunk tony broke.

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well i was gunna write a nice long entry but i jsut looked at all this shit i have to do between college apps and school work that i don't have time. plus all the good stuff that happened lately people know about so no point writing. well im out. RYAN ADAMS CONCERT IS ONE WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so lets see haven't updated in awhile and jessica told me to so here i am. the weekend was pretty fun. I hung out with a lot of people i don't normally hang out with. i think i hung out in downtown phill for like the whole freakin weekend, kinda loserish but whatever. On friday night i went to downtown with mary hopeing to find something to do ( Read more... )

so this week has been pretty good. Lunch has been fun. Drawing all over Jessica woohoo! Ummm... yeah i don't have much to say and i have decided to fuck capital letters because its late. tonight was fun. mary and i met a whole bunch of people downtown and then i saw Nick. that made my day a little. too abd nothing happened again!!!!!!!! im ( Read more... )

i feel like shit... like depressed feel like shit :(

shit I have to bring an old binder to school tomorrow and find my old english teacher to get her to change my grade. Damn i'll also probably have to bring a backpack too to carry everything. Damnit! School pisses me off so much! So do the three sentence journal entries but thats my fault.

Oh I also would like to say that its the first day of school and I forgot to bring home my math book. I'm a genius. Well I always have lunch to do it. And no one better get cupcake on my purse tomorrow!