p.s. to everyone- im coming home the weekend of the 21st and 22nd for my birthday so were going out whether you like it or not!

i was finally doing better.
i has finally stopped crying myself to sleep.
and then you go and do this.
and im right back to where i started.

It's amazing how much things change in a short amount of time. I was driving home from work the other night and i was thinking. I am living on my own, a year from graduating from college, and starting to look for jobs in other parts of the country (california, florida, texas, i'd rather some place warm). That's really not that far away, and besides ( Read more... )

so i'm at the point where i think ill just throw myself into my work and starting my career.

"For a long time I’ve talked about being perfect. Being perfect is not about that scoreboard out there. It's not about winning. It's about you and your relationship with yourself, your family and your friends. Being perfect is about being able to look your friends in the eye and know that you didnt let them down because you told them the truth. And ( Read more... )

there are just to many things that i seem to be fighting for. and i dont want to give up on any of them.

i knew that if i went to bed last night that today would come. now there is a hole inside that shouldnt be there...

so this is goodbye. hes really going, and im not going with him. i love him and im happy for him this is something good, but i want to be selfish. i am happy with him, if he were to ask me to go i think i would just about drop everything and go. right now thats all i want, him so show that he does care and that he is upset that he is leaving. i saw ( Read more... )

i don't know...

one more week and the semesters over thank god!!!