ok so maybe i lied to myself... how did i not see this one coming

so im coming home this weekend. unfortunately i wont be able to go out on friday night because... im getting LASIK eye surgery which is really exciting cause im blind as a bat. so on saturday i hope to see some of you (no pun intended). but yeah ill be home saturday night, so you should drop everything and hang out with me! JK JK.

its amazing how the past 12 months of hard work comes down to three days.
it hit me today while sitting in class that in a week it's new England's.
the three longest days of my life, three of the hardest days of my life.
oh boy the nerves have already started.

lex is the bestest person ever!!!! i got to see her on saturday and it made my crappy day so much better.

hi.... i didnt fall off the face of the earth, just to let everyone know! next saturday (jan. 28) ill be at westfield for a meet at 1 if anyone would like to go. hope to see you there

for once im not really confused and im kinda really happy right now!!!

AHHHHHH! I DONT KNOW!

ive mastered the art of the 1000 yard stare. and thats not a good thing. when all thats there is you the lane and the clock. i really dont expect many to understand, but when you have the mental break down because something you love lets you down. then you may know the pain.

we had our first meet yesterday. the longest day ever. but i finally did it, i broke 6 minutes in the 500.and i probably could have gone faster which is the good part. breaking 6 minutes means i qualified for new englands. that takes a lot of the pressure off. well thats about it.

age is just a number when it comes down to it...;), i think ill get used to this 21 thing!