its that time of year again... 5 AM practice, swimming until you throw up, turning shades of red and purple the world has never seen before. god i love swim season

so i want to know what people have planed for the 28/29 (friday/saturday) of october!

its not even the fact that your dating someone else. hell ive seen other people too. its the fact that i lost a friend, someone who i could turn to if i needed. and its the fact that you dont even seem to care.

curiosity of monica:
Tell me who you think I am. It can be long or short, a sentance or a paragraph. It can be silly or heartfelt. It can be whatever you want it to be, just make it good.

Then re-post this in your journal to see who your friends think you are.

and so it begins. classes have started and so have captains practice. but for some reason i just cant get excited about it, any of it. once october gets a little bit closer and a routine gets started things might change. but as far as im concerned summer went by way to fast. i rather be back out poolside. oh well, three weeks and it all starts to ( Read more... )

things i have learned over the summer ( Read more... )

first staff party of the year. i think it went pretty well and will have to be repeated. lisa came up for her birthday, and birthday fun was had. kinda sad that only 2/3 of team nuns was here i miss the 3rd. but next time i have a staff party you'll be notified and have to come. i cant make it next weekend cause i have a 3 day swim meet in NH. so i ( Read more... )

im sick of feeling like this. useless/worthless. ever since last week ive been in a mood. today at practice doing 500 sets i had time to think. i dont want to do it anymore. i dont want to do anything. but since thats not possible. i thought hey maybe its just pms, but even that gives eventually, this hasnt. i think going home made me realize what ( Read more... )

for anyone that might be interested im coming home on thursday for a doctors appointment and...im staying until friday morning.

53 degrees at 7am, pool is 68 degrees at 7 am. and yet i still get in for a two hour practice...if i dont get double 0 i might kill someone.