I am dedicated to having a GREAT semester this time around! I know my classes will be hard and so will my scheduel, but Im ready and I know it will all work out! Jan tour was great... I love all of my choir friends!! Im returning to myself and I feel wonderful and fulfilled. God is great. I have decided on a few new years resolutions too, here they ( Read more... )

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So Im going to a gathering of all of the kids I graduated with... this shall be fun and interesting all at the same time. And Im not going to lie... I look HOTT!!! Ill post about it later!

Well, seeing as how these live journals are causing a huge uprising here on campus, I quit. This Helen officially siging off. Im sad that something that I got simply to keep in touch with my friends back home has caused so much drama. I never ment to hurt anyone by having this journal and Im sad that my venting and pain has caused others the same. ( Read more... )

I use to LOVE Thursdays, it was my favorite day of the week. Now, I dread them. Well ok I dont dread them, but its been 3 weeks since Ben broke up with me (he did it 3 weeks ago if you dont get what im saying here). Anyway, today is up and down. I only had one class today, my other 2 got canceled. I was excited but kinda sad at the same time ( Read more... )

So I've been writing a paper for about ohhh 2 hours now. I decided it was time to take a break. Today my great friend Megan, engaged to Jarod who took me out to din din last night, took me to Eckerds to pick up my meds... wow have I missed my straterra. I tried to work on this paper last night but MAN could I not concentrate. Its due tomorrow by 12 ( Read more... )

So I decided I always post in here when Im sad, well right now Im happy! Devin took me to the drug store to get me some happy pills (yeah), and then wee went to the mall! I love Devin Verrette. He and I went into gap and we BOTH got some GOOD BUTT JEANS! Then my friend Jarod Williams took me to dinner. He is great. He made me feel so good about ( Read more... )

Well, so I thought I hit rock bottom, apparently not. Ben picked up his kappa sig bid. Thats all fine and dandy, I knew he would. He blamed it on me that he dropped it. I knew that when we broke up, it wouldnt be long before he picked his bid back up. Im happy for him, I think thats great, if thats what he wants. Good. I dunno, I cried during the ( Read more... )

Im in such a weird mood. I keep going up and down. Sometimes Im way happy to be alive and so just in love with God, and then other times its hard to breathe Im so depressed. I get so confused, and then I find complete clarity. I guess I think too much. Im just ready for this whole "mourning" process to be OVER! I hate this. I hate feeling this way ( Read more... )

So Today has been a really good day so far. Until now, I had time to think at work. For some reason I put on the necklace Ben gave me for our first Christmas together. I had thought about wearing it for a long time and for some reason I just thought that I should wear it today. I have been doing pretty well thought, until about 2:00 when I had a ( Read more... )