conclusion is still in my head ( Read more... )

is try hard to hold back the tears ( Read more... )

so i was too angry to say anything in here yesterday, didnt wanna say something i'd regret i assume ( Read more... )

so yea this weekend was our 2 year anniv., well it was supposed to be. turned out a lot different than i was thinking/hoping. didnt get anything, nothing new though cuz i never do. then he wanted to invite him mom over even though we were supposed to be spending time together so then she fucking stays til like 1:30 n shes all sleeping on the couch ( Read more... )

We need $500 for rent. yea we have a total of $75 which some of that will need to be used to gas & groceries next week. so basically we need $500 if not more. I dont know how Sean expects me to do all this on my own. Even if i work a lot n got a check like the one i got last week i wouldn't have enough to pay the rent ( Read more... )

so i came in to work today, not becuase she aske me to but because i need hours. Im still leaving at lunchtime though no matter what she says about it. she makes me so mad, the second i come in she starts yelling at me. i mean really, who wants to be yelled at before 8 in the damn morning. pissing me off n shit. i almost walked right back out but i ( Read more... )

cuz i cna say the same damn thing a million times and it just doesnt register in his head. even when i try to help him out it turns into a fight. I cant help it that im way past my limit of dealing with stuff. I got to go to workn deal with stuff, deal with the baby all night long, deal with him after work, make dinner, and still be super stressed ( Read more... )

this weekend will be great <3

I'm so excited...!!!

2 whole years...

atleast thinking about that makes me smile today

I don't know why i sit here and put up with stupid ass shit all the fucking time. I hate being fucking used & shit, especially by my own fucking family screwing me over. && i hate that no matter what i do nothing is ever right or good enough. im tired of this bullshit ( Read more... )

I've got two miles till, he makes bail ( Read more... )