Last night was really difficult. I didn't cry even though I wanted to. I haven't cried in a long time (long is a relative term). I'm officially done with finals. I think this quarter has been so stressful that even now, when I don't have anything to do, I still feel anxious. At least I now know that I don't have an anxiety disorder, or any disorder ( Read more... )

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Why is it that everytime one of my guy friends breaks up with their girlfriend they start talking to me a lot? I sometimes wish they would just leave me alone. I've been very moody lately. I just really want to go home. I want to go for drives with my sissypants to Starbucks and Hollywood and other places. I miss LA and my house and movies and my ( Read more... )

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I thought as much.

I decided to get out of my head for a second and saw some things differently. It helped to walk around outside for 2 hours. I made 3 big decisions, life decisions ( Read more... )

iTunes never fails to play the perfect song for the perfect mood on such perfect days as this one. The songs just keep coming. The only con is that each of these songs reminds me of people who are not near me right now. But I will see them soon, and there will be hugs. Lots of hugs. Tata for now ( Read more... )

I need it to rain.