ok, here goes nothing... it's been over a year since i've written here. but ive been going crazy lately and have no where to spill my emotions, so why not for the rest of the world to read ( Read more... )

I haven't actually written an entry in I don't know how long. I guess that is mostly because I didn't feel like talking about what was going on. To put it mildly, I can't wait to move out. I'm ready for college and starting new. I can't wait to get rid of the people that continuously get inside my head and pull me down. Kyle has been such a dear ( Read more... )

ha it sounded neat.

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I'm home, back under the mason dixon line :). It was a good trip (with lots of aggrivations), but did lots of shopping to take care of it. Granted I didn't get 8 freaking pairs of shoes, but I did enough. The whole trip just sidetracked my thinking of whats been going on here. Now that I'm home I'm all stressed out about it again. I'm just so ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for New York in like... 4 hours. I'm actually really exicited. SEP is over with (4 bitches :)), and I just really need to get away from everyone and everything here. I've been so stressed out, and it literally feels like my world is falling apart, everyone around me. I know I kinda screwed Nat over, but it still wasn't intentional, but ( Read more... )

Just a few more days and I will be able to get out of here for at least a little while. I just need to get away from everything. Hope I'll be far enough, how far is New York anyways?

Things are awkward and forced. I still feel slightly on the outside, but things will get better. It just amazes me how brazen people can be, and how different one person can be, and how different they can make other people. It's astounding ( Read more... )

I don't understand why some people act the way they do. I don't understand how you feel you've done everything possible to make things right and someone is still mad. I don't understand how people look in the mirror and hate what they see. I don't understand how people lose control and mess up everything good in their life. I don't understand how ( Read more... )