right now im really missing my brother. you know he left me for college..then i stopped talkin to him. then things got a lot better. we actually communicate now. i can talk to him. and for once...he tells me things too. i see for a month..then i have to leave. then i may not see him for much longer when i get back :(. i just miss him..hes busy so i ( Read more... )

so, the end of school is very near, and so are finals. i usually dont do too good on finals. and i plan on studying this time. specially math..ick. things are good right now pretty much. i had a busy but very fun weekend. i got sore and i got a tan yesterday!! wooh! i FINALLY got some time with lizzy. doing our usual..beachin it. ;) i love lizzy!! ( Read more... )

so...today was good. i got inducted in Tri-M (music honor society-modern musician masters) that was exciting..im so proud lol. of stephanie elizabeth and sade..etc. we sang...in front of the high school..thats an accomplishment for me..whether you really heard me or not lol. elizabeth too!! everyone sounded good. the band was good today. and last ( Read more... )

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined ( Read more... )

so i got depressed when becky and stacy sang today. i have to say, this valentine's has pretty much sucked. nora made it a lil better. thank you!! sorry i didnt get you one. i didnt have any mula. however i have to face my dad tonight. he hasnt seen my updated grade that mr.minton boo-booed on. then it went up another point today. so we shall see ( Read more... )

"You make life worth going through." As do all my friends, you guys are very special to me! i hope lizzy did good on the sat's which im sure you did. and i hope im good w/ the math test tomorrow. jenna helped me. im talkin to courtney..shes so sweet. alright peeps im out, word, to your mother. haha

so whats up peepz. im at school in the library. i dont have much to do, i could go get my homework, but its a bit of a walk lol. this weekend was awesome! especially saturday night and sunday morning. and then i broke one of the strings on my guitar. GREAT..not sure i wanna tell my mom but ill have to sometime soon if i wanna get it fixed. this ( Read more... )

you know, sometimes i get so mad at myself. i hate it when it happens. then again, why should i even care? i wish i didnt care so much what ppl thought. i dont as much as i used to, i still do. i get slapped in the face for things i didnt even do quite a bit. its not my problem of not communicating good enough everytime.. no one else can speak the ( Read more... )

Im at school in the library. So school's the same. A few new classes, but the same. A couple people who were gone are now back again. It was good seeing ppl I havent seen in a while. Mr.Jackson loaded us w/ work however, and never failing mr.minton gave us work too. Uuggggghhhhh! Like smallville hehe "Somebody saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave me!" aite well ( Read more... )

i need a friend right now. i..im confused, hurt, i dont understand why? take me, reach out ur hand...and never let me go.