I feel lost today. I am not sure if I am lost in my thoughts, lost in what to do with myself or just want to run away from all of these other people's problems, that for some reason beyond me at the moment, keep becoming mine. I don't think that selfishness, and the inability to deal with your shit, should be rewarded. And don't tell me I am in on ( Read more... )

I am done, I am fucking done being here, sharing a space that is too small for me with another person who doesn't fucking get it.

Maybe this kind of love isn't enough...

Dila, I want to make you mine and make me yours in every way that sensuality will allow. I want to see those eyes looking at me again like they did when we were kissing. I want to lay you down in my bed and run my tongue over all of you. I can't stop thinking about you in this way... one day you will be all mine and I will be all of yours, that day ( Read more... )

Ma Belle Amie, I love how you push me. When will it be my turn?

I spent all of my week end with you, why, because I believe you are the best person I have met so far in my life. I would be happy to say that you will be the greatest person I will ever meet. You pull the best and most imaginative out of me. The parts of me that have grown grey and dull over the last three years. I want to steal you away. I love ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I'm twenty five and feel lost in all the words I want to use... Holding your breath is hard to do.

A bum made a wierd hissing noise at me tonight while walking with Madison.

Thats right I said it....!

Some place far away from here... in this little apartment, in this big city that is ooh so small... my heart is beating and my lung are expanding and contracting. I am thinking of you, of myself a distant murmur of the words I only repeat in my dreams. Who am I becoming and where is this person going to take me.

To be or not to be. This is me. To love, to be, I am drunk and emptying my thoughts..... I want to be all that it is inside of me... there is much, so much waiting to get out ( Read more... )