Some times the words just don't want to come. And other times that is all that I can do. Sing Sing Sing at the top of my lungs... I feel like I am one giant writer's block in every aspect of my life. I haven't been able to play my guitar in days.... nothing... thats all that comes out. Its really rather sad. I need a space for myself. Chaos... ( Read more... )

I am I am I am I am some thing of what my mother has formed of me. I am I am I am some thing of what the world around me has wanted me to be. I am I am some thing I have given in to because of fear or perhaps a small part of the little things I can laugh at. But mostly I just want to be me. The young woman who will always stay young. In my smile ( Read more... )

With so much beauty in this world it is hard to believe that we could ever be sad for even a moment. To love and to love true... isn't it worth more than what we place apon it... and if so what ever happend to being honest. Perhaps we are all to concerned with making sure we come out on top of the situation. Self gradifiation will only get us so ( Read more... )

I take a long sigh and realize... I am waking up and moving on.

And so it goes, and so it goes. I hate this, really I hate this. I moved across the country, out of my life there and away from some of the best people in my life. And now here what is that has become of this adventure... shit shit shit ( Read more... )

I am too far away from the many things I feel lIke I am only ever going to be able to chase after. I want to stop and find myself there, not having to try and explain myself to the people around me. I want to be understood for who I am and not what it is they are preceiving. I am gone from what it is I want so badly ( Read more... )

I created art last night. It came from a place very close to my heart and that dark place inside there.... I don' t think it is done quite yet though.

I miss my friends in Michigan, I wish that I was with them and that they were with me. I want to see their smile's and have their hugs wrapped around me.

Its beautiful, every day that is there waiting for me ( Read more... )

There is this girl, that drives me crazy amazing... What is there else to say that could make you believe... like you believe in the air you breath, like the ground underneath your feet. I remember you, I see you and its you I want to know. I want to know you as a part of my life that is always there in the form that is you. You're beautiful ( Read more... )

I am now twenty two years old. So strange, But the day has been good. Many fun surprises and songs sang for me. I love you all in Michigan thanks for the Birthday shout outs. I drove in the " Big City" and saw many beautiful faces. Its wonderfull beging back in the Great North West. I am in love with the mountains, trees, the water all around me ( Read more... )