My half birthday is on Sunday! Tyler and I are hanging out tomorrow.... a little nervous about that. I am not used to hanging out with guys, but... he's bringing his electric over. We're going to ROCK out.

I am feeling tired and not very excited about stuff in general. But chocolate pie sounds really goood!

I really am at a loss of words here. I really should just go take a shower ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that I am totally dyslexsic and have no concept of how spelling really works. So please excuse my flaws, even with spell check I some how manage to fumble things up. Which brings me to the real point of this entry ( Read more... )

There was something I was looking for. I wasn't quite sure and wasn't sure I wanted to really find it in the first place ( Read more... )

I had a dream with Bill Cosby in it last night... He knew my name and upon asking him how he managed to remember he told me it was because he associated it with the word Tin, like Megh-ann... Meg-tin... I don't really know. But I found it oddly interesting that Bill Cosby found his way into my sub-conscience.

In some sense its always felt this way. The way I feel when I look myself in the eye. The thoughts that undulate like a slow rhythem unearthing itself in a late memory. When the rest of me sits beside a stranger, the other half holding its breath ( Read more... )

Today I woke with a purpose, not a largely important one, but none the less it was there ( Read more... )

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I think all Christians would agree with me if I said that though Christianity seems at the first to be all about morality, all about duties and rules and guilt and virtue, yet it leads you on, out of all that, into something beyond. One has a glimpse of a country where they do not talk of those things, except perhaps as a joke. Every one there is ( Read more... )

What it is that I feel... incipient. I am tired and don't really want to go to bed. My strawberry jam toast was a disappointment and I have passed up all opportunities of spending my day with other people. Incidentally in the mix of things I, without intent of, seemed to have been an ass. Stated bluntly; yes but its in others opinions true. I feel ( Read more... )