i fuckin hate my life...besides always feeling like shit..and of course school sucking...my mom has pneumonia...thats jus a happy ending story. please pray for her..please.

so yea...i havent updated in a lil while. I finally have a job..at the rapids..its alot of work and we dont get payed enough. I do ticketing. I worked today and im pooped. I was outside in the heat all day. But today odly there were quite a few hotties..very rare. i think im goin tomarrow for fun..but i dont rele wanna go. I duno yet. Theres guna ( Read more... )

i give up..i give up. im not guna try and make people happy ne more..i jus dont care. im tired of being stressed about school and friends. all im guna focus on is getting a job so i can pay off the church. thats all i care about rite now. screw school and stupid ap work. ill fail out i dont care ne more..i give up. and i give up on makin kim happy ( Read more... )

I had an amazing week. I learned alot about myself i didnt kno. Although im glad to be home because i missed my friends and family..i was absolutely dredding it. I still am sad to be home cus no one sept like sarah and ashley kno wut it was like and kno wut the camp ment to us. Taco told us it would be hard to tell family and friends that we were ( Read more... )

yea so i was up all nite last nite throwing up like a mad person. it was soo horrible..i finally feel ok..then i get a call frm kim ( Read more... )

wow...im so bored. The only thing ive done today was run and do stuff w/ pictures. Finally releif came when greg called me and said some people were goin to dinner at 7;30. But yea i didnt go..my dad wouldnt drive me. Poor kims grounded for dumb shit. Los at work, and kristins out w/ angie. Tonights pretty gay. My dad told me that me and my brother ( Read more... )

im finally home. I had a fun weekend. Ive never kissed so many girls in my life..thanks guys...? lol but yea now im bored. And i have a headache. ah i have so many new cds. its greatness. i have 9 new ones. ok i dont have ne thing to say..sept congrats kimmy haha. <3

Yea im jus sittin here at kris mommys house in boca...its kinda lonely lol. But i new it would be so its cool. Rite now los at work, kris is babysitting and everyone else that was here last nite went home. Last nite was fun..thanks kris. Weve all needed to have a chill/ drink nite. We swam and stuff too, it was fun. The cops came once and scared ( Read more... )

Theres like to much going on..and nothin at the same time. i dont even kno wut i mean. but im tired of it. im thinkin everyone and there mother is mad at me rite now..i dont even care, im sick of stupid shit ( Read more... )

u kno wut i take it back..this summers not rele off to a good start...first we almost all get in trouble..our first day off. luckaly no one did, its been raining like crazy, ive been kicked outa premed, i jus realized i forgot to get my summer assignment for AP..hmm lets see wut else im gettin rele outa freakin shape its so annoying, but i dont ( Read more... )