I forgot I had a livejournal.

buh I'm crazy about you but that'll never happen

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I've never been this happy before, usually I'm depressed to the extreme by now. Then I got to thinking about my life at my boring 9 hours shift at work. I lived most of my high school life with nothing but mass lust over a girl whom I thought was the love of my life realizing it's probably not ever going to work, even though I do truly believe ( Read more... )

Well I've been enjoying the single life to the fullest extent not gonna lie I like it a lot. Not to mention if you have hobbies who needs love? All it does is get in your way or piss you off or stresses you out and makes you hate life. My fish own i got a 55gal tank its sweet. My job is sweet mad good bank. Still hate democrats well all ( Read more... )

Things have been great. I don't know if my winter depression ended or if life is just sweet. I'm pretty sure life is just sweet though. I'm making great money my friends are sweet. I haven't smoked weed in almost a month and 2 weeks witch I'm happy about even though it was pretty fuckin easy. My fish are happy too which also makes me happy. ( Read more... )

Undoubtedly things are still grand with me in my interestingly creative little chasm I call my brain. I think I've finally determined that I want to be an engineer. I love projects I love design and I love doing things with my hands so how could I go wrong? I probably will change my mind halfway through thats the American way isn't it? So thats ( Read more... )

3rd shift is sick
life is sweet

Yeah a lot has happened to me in the past month or so. I pretty much don't care anymore. After what happened with "her" I lost all hope/faith in that ever happening again honestly I hope it doesn't and the opportunity never arises probably why I have been avoiding her and conversation with her. Which is kind of mean but Idk you gotta do what you ( Read more... )

hmm well I was working alone most of the day Friday and I got to thinking about my life and pretty much where i was taking it. I didn't like were I was making myself go. A run up asshole who is obsessing over someone he really shouldn't be stressing himself over it to the point of balding and massive heart burn, and not getting his shit ready ( Read more... )