Wow its been a little while since I have updated I guess... Well actually its been a long fucking time but oh well what is time but a state of mind anyway.... So there is no way I can get into to much since im half burnt, damn the drugs. well atleast this is what is going on as of late. well I work at a bank now and I really like it but there ( Read more... )

Holy balls I finally got a computer. So who knows I might actually update on occasion (Though I doubt it).. Oh well it was a nice thought.

Layne Staley is dead its a bad deal. I'm sorry that I havent updated lately but I will try to get around to that

I have been thinking long and hard about my possible move. I have come to the conclusion that I should move because I am not really happy here. I keep trying to tell myself that I am but I know that I am not. I love the city and I have made several friends and I love my family that I have here but I just dont feel right here. I dont know what it ( Read more... )

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Well I turned 23 last tuesday and really I feel no different. I didnt really expect to but, I mean it was so strange because I felt nothing which is good I guess. Well that day actually I did nothing really slept most of the day and met up with my parents and we went out and ate and then I went to work thats about it. Not much going on in my life ( Read more... )

Well I havent updated in a while so I figured I might as well even though I am tired as fuck. Not a whole lot going on these days which may be the problem. There is not really a big problem I mean I am not on the virge of suicide or anything but I just dont feel right for some reason. I mean I havent been doing anything wrong latley which would ( Read more... )

I need to get busy and do some homework and study for a test. Man I hate this time of the school year when I am starting to slip and fall behind in school. I am not really that far behind but damn if I dont get my act together I am going to be in trouble soon. I dont know why I always do this, but for some reason this always happens I start out ( Read more... )

Man I can't believe I still have a live journal. I don't even remember the last time I updated. It's not that I haven't wanted too, but for some reason I don't have the time or I cant really think of anything going on that has any importance. I am going to school again, which rocks major ass! I do not have a job as of right now which is kind of ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I was last on so I was bored so I thought I would update. The other day was the only day that I can think that really stood out, and I think it will actually stand out for a while. it was the day of my friends execution mmm... errrr... marriage I mean. He is one of my best friends. I have known the guy since the 8th ( Read more... )