so life right now pretty much sucks. mostly because I guess i just expect too much from people and I'm stranded in a city far from home with no one who actually cares about me. apathy kills quicker than hate.

Well, it's been awhile since I last posted. I've been so swamped with school. I'm ready for a break. And it sucks that we are the only school not out for the whole week of Thanksgiving. We only get Thursday and Friday. And I had a test yesterday and I have two on Wednesday. Oh well. Not too long till Christmas break. The only problem with ( Read more... )

Hey guys. Well, life is going pretty well. I had a ton of tests last week, but so far the results are good. Last night I modeled for Jena. It was really fun. And if I can get 15 people to comment on my photos on her site I get a free picture so y'all need to comment.

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I feel like I'm loosing touch. Everything is so hard right now. And I am not even talking about school. I feel so seperated from everyone and it is a lot my fault no doubt but then again when is there ever time to do anything. And who wants to talk to me anyway. I guess it's just a feeling of not being needed and that no one really cares. I ( Read more... )

Well, so far today sucks. It started out ok b/c I didn't have cell biology today. But I had an analytical test. I bombed it. I didn't even get to finish it. The only consolation is that no one else finished it, except for one guy. And I heard that my teacher is very liberal on partial credit. I have a biochem test Tuesday with the same ( Read more... )

I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG ( Read more... )

How's it going? Aren't you glad it is Friday? I know I am. Of course, I have to stay in town till three because I have to finish my ananlytical lab prep for next tuesday. It shouldn't take me too long, it is just the fact that I have to wait for the TA to finish his lab so I can go into our's. Wow, I have a very busy weekend full of birthdays ( Read more... )

I have made it halfway through my first week of class. YAY!!! There is only one class I haven't been to yet and that is biochemistry lab. That is tonight. Right now I'm just sitting in the computer lab wasting time. This semester is going to be a lot of work. But I can do it. I'm just going to have to cut down on a few of my extra cirricular ( Read more... )

Well, I figured it was time to post again. Let's see. What has Alex been up to? Nothing much. I cleaned my room really well and moved all my furniture around cuz I got an actual bed instead of my futon, which is now a couch. I also got my hair cut short. It is fun. Wow, school starts in a week. Summer hasn't gone by fast but it wasn't slow ( Read more... )

ok, well we figured out what the intruder was after. When I got home last night, I had a headache and the drugs I had taken weren't working so I was going to take some cough syrup. Mom had recently gone and put everybody's medicine in their respective bathrooms. I open my cabinet and the syrup was nowhere to be found. Even the bottle that only ( Read more... )