As my relationship goes on, and we become more serious and get to know each other better, I just keep finding myself more in love. It's only been four months, but I'm usually gone by this point. I still get butterflies when he looks at me. I feel like I am the prettiest girl in the world when he's holding me and looking into my eyes. I feel like ( Read more... )

As I sit here at my  laptop, with coffee and cigarette taking turns coming to my lips, staring out the window, hoping for an airplane to go by, I'm eerily content. The sadness I thought was going to rush over me is not. This will be the last time I do this in this apartment. In a few short hours, my friend will be here to put all of my stuff in a ( Read more... )

Life can be so entertaining sometimes. I look at my life, sometimes  laugh, sometimes I cringe, sometimes choose to forget ( Read more... )

1. The Giver - Lois Lowry ( Read more... )

I like to sit back and relax on Sundays and reflect on life sometimes. It's a good time to do it, especially if it was an eventful weekend. One of those weekends that just makes you say, "Oh, life, you are too funny sometimes!".

It was the Pinkus Kegger this weekend. Pinkus, by the way, is the name of the group that gets together at The Academic ( Read more... )

I don't believe in New Years Resolutions. No one keeps them, why bother thinking of them.

However, I do believe in making goals. So far, I have thought of three things that I would like to accomplish this year.

1. Read 50 books in 2011
I think that this is possible. A week and a half in, and I've already read 3. Good start!

2. Save money so I can start ( Read more... )

I think about the past too much. I'm constantly thinking about all the stuff I've done, the people I've hurt and left behind, the ones I wish that I could get back.

Some of the people I've lost has been for the best. With some, we just grew up. Others hurt me so much to let go, I didn't think I'd ever get over it.

I dropped a friend recently. I ( Read more... )

Two years today.

Things get easier in time.

Helps when you have a great friend and some liquor.

I miss you.

RIP <3

A lot of people know that I'm a hater on relationships. I hate committing, wondering if my actions will upset someone, getting bored, getting comfortable, etc ( Read more... )

The boyfriend. We barely see each other, barely talk to each other. And when I try to ask when I'm going to see him again, it's as if he doesn't even care that it's Thursday and he won't be able to see me until possibly Tuesday. His friends invited me to a party yesterday for tonight. Ryan may be going. I say, "It would be nice to see you!" and he ( Read more... )