Where are the guys who are in tune with their higher self ( Read more... )

I question life way too much. I don't believe in reincarnation or life after death, so it's hard to see what this life is all about. Why am I living, why am I learning, growing, loving, creating if in the end everything is nil. I'm not sucidal by any means, just wondering what humans are here for...any insight, ideas, opinions?

America West flight 815, 11/23 I arrive in Oakland at 9:30pm. Is Demian still going? Mom still doesn't know for sure, she said she won't know till Tuesday ( Read more... )

i have to write a paper on the black death, anyone have any interesting views?

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holidays are approaching and so are my emotional ups and downs. i don't know if i'm like becoming a struggling artist but i've been doing some weird shit lately. like yesterday, i woke up did my stretches, ate breakfast, and suddenly just had the urge to close all my blinds turn off all the lights and just sit in complete darkness. i was filled ( Read more... )

this past weekend i went up to santa fe on the $2 bus. it was a risk, but it turned out to be an inspiration. 3 lessons: first day i concluded that most of the relationships i have created with csf heads are superficial, so fuck those people, they just party with freshman anyway and pretend to care while i'm in their presence. second day i went ( Read more... )

i have a fall break, 4 day weekend, and i don't know what to do. i want some sort of spiritual retreat type of experience, but i don't have much money. maybe i should just stay and get a job. santa fe would be cool except adrienne will be up in the ountains with her school. i saw thumbsucker, it was pretty cool, i just wish they made more movies ( Read more... )