Well thats a first in a while.

I had the Nightmare again.

Nowhere near as vivid with the road and the shadow and the other bit, but who could i talk to about that?

I had a dream that i told a friend about it and he...jus seemed scared.

Guess its gotta be an internal nightmare for life.

I just want it to go away.

Go away,
Go away.

Ok so recently a few things have happened ( Read more... )

Is it too much to ask for friends to not confuse me and throw my 'what if im making a mistake' thoughts into overdrive ( Read more... )

Its 4 am and we are still making noise, if she rings the police I am so fucked!

This is weird ( Read more... )

Had another dream about breaking up with tim the other night, he told me it was over for three reasons and i cant remember what the one he told me was.

i'm begining to wonder if my head is telling me its time to start distancing myself before the storm :/

Had a fucking ass kicker of a nightmare last night and it was one of those dead realistic not realising its a dream till you wake up sort of thing ( Read more... )

I couldn't do it....

...Just couldn't wait any longer! Haven't dyed my hair since May and i wasn't gonna till January or February but im sitting with the purple in it developing now ^_^

its gonna damage my hair EVEN MORE but ach my dads balding and it doesn't bother him so maybe it will be fun to have it fall out again ;)

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Ok with Christmas coming up again i have decided to try and lose weight ( Read more... )