and if i died right now, it wouldn't really matter.
i told myself i would never let it happen again.
why do i give in so easily?

this journal is over.

uh...today was weird. it started out terrible. i didnt do my math homework. i woke up all shaky and anxious. school went by in a big blur. i drifted in and out of sleep in every class. i was very irritable, and i think i kinda lashed out at a few people. but then everything got better. i went to Islands with a bunch of kids and ate lunch ( Read more... )

...i feel stupid and contagious...

im so happy!! this weekend has been amazing. i dont ( Read more... )

i'm downloading the world of rap.

i. am. so. THUG.

represent.

ive never wanted my saturdays to be more ordinary than i do now. this fast living is not what i need ( Read more... )

so i write poetry here: _under_glass

add it.
read it.
love it.

Me: jeez, this sounds like a long process...

Robert: hm, not really. its kind of like making tea. with marijuana....and explosive gas...

ok i know i know. 3rd update in one day ( Read more... )

Rocky Votolato is saving my life ( Read more... )