oh god I love you
I mean forever
I left my body behind to break the news
looks like it's over
please remember all of the things I never got a chance to say

i hate it when people intentionally do things to piss me off. yeah...thats all ( Read more... )

ok theres a helicopter in my backyard. i can see its spotlight shining through my window shades. im really scared. what the hell is going on?

the new BEN KWELLER cd, "On My Way" is out tomorrow!!!!

But I guess I'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Or one foolish line

sometimes i wish i could just pack up everything and leave. i want to go somewhere and start all over again. i want to leave all of this behind. but theres that one person that gives me hope. that lets me know that not everyone is terrible and that theres still hope for me. and i love this person more than anything. no matter how alone i feel ( Read more... )

tonight is good.
i got the phone call i was hoping for <3
i came home and took a shower. i have no classes tomorrow. i can sit and read for hours on end.

did i waste my time? i think i did.

my body says its summer.
my mind kicks me and says "Do your homework, asshole!"

i am so ungodly bored. its such a beautiful day but im sitting in my room. no one is home. i have work to do. but no. i refuse. i want to post pictures but my homo computer wont load them. blaaah. venice beach would be nice today. having transportation would be nice too. ahhh im too old for this bumming rides business.