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You know, I don't update as much as I'd like to, or as much as I should ( Read more... )

So..........

I am totally frustrated with life.

It's as simple as that.

And due to the fact I'm so frustrated,

I feel totally apathetic about everything.

Gah.

Dreams

my fingers typed that randomly don't ask me why

Dear Diary...

I relapsed last night...27scratches that bled..so I suppose they're cuts... It has been a long time....since i felt the pain...

I get to see..Dee today.. for the first time since long before christmas...

I...don't get to see Seth...not today...maybe never now...

One night is all it took... after telling everyone not to do it as it is not ( Read more... )

I met a boy. He's..so sweet to me.. and nice and he doesn't seem like a total phony like the other like... .god knows how many..

We both really like each other...and I think something might happen. But I don't knwo yet.

If it does..this will be my first real relationship since evan..and I hope it works out. Oh God do I hope and Pray.

My friend..was ( Read more... )

GUYS IT'S TIME FOR MY 2007 NEW YEARS EDITION POST! AND IT'S A HAPPY ONE!! (for the most part*coughmajoritycough*)

Okkkaaay. We're rolling now. So. 2006 was a very...very hard year of my life. I went through enough drama to make those small little ethiopians fat. But you know what. I'm changing that.

New Years Resolution # 1- Cut back, if not ( Read more... )

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I got some bad news today.

My best friend Dee.. my only best friend in school...has been sent to live with her father in Dartmouth. I'm not allowed having the number and she's changing schools.

It seems like everytime I get really close with someone in school they turn around and leave... Katerina, Dee.. who next?

I need a smoke so badly now...  ( Read more... )

1) smoked weed or cigs ( Read more... )

OK. So it's been a REALLY long time since I last updated. Honestly, I don't wish to type everything that's gone on. So..brief overview ( Read more... )

I have not updated for a year and a day. So here I am, here to play. Listen now or I'll kill you all ( Read more... )