almost time to graduate! what's next?

who even writes in these anymore?

haven't updated in awhile, just informing that yes, i am alive! wooo!

I haven't been here in awhile. I hate being busy, i hardly never get to hang out anymore. I miss a lot of people that I used to hang out with, like Jen, Meghan, Nicole, Whitney, Sean and just random people that would call me sometimes. And that's why I'm going to quit life and hangout 24/7. Or so i wish.

get real they tell me, if only they knew how real this life really gets...

don't you feed me lies about some idealistic future.

Realizations are far too hidden for me. They never happen when they should. I'm tired of acquaintances.

and it all happens over and over again. it's processed in my mind but not in reality. i have no feeling in living. . .just life. change isn't always good and lately, it's brought nothing but sorrow.

Hey, haven't updated in awhile. Prom Friday at Pennsbury, it was pretty awesome. After + before we hit up Voss' house and that was pretty artsy as well.
Saturday was okay, soso. went to a show. Hung out with Scott most of the time.
Today just hung out with my nan and pop + my mom, theyre the coolest. And a little bit of Shanney/Ryan also.

I wish people had a little switch in their back that controlled their brain- attitude and ways of thinking. And if they let you... you could break in and set it so they'd never change.
Too bad this is reality.