So, I definitely had one of those humbling moments today where you feel as though no matter what you do your life will be entirely inconsequential, that you'll never actually do anything, and that when it's all over you'll either be the victim in a sad story who's life was tragically cut short, except no one misses the guy. I think that the ( Read more... )

So I was just going to go to bed but I feel the need to write this down. It's that time of year when you wish it was just two weeks ahead or behind, preferably ahead. It's strange how good-byes bring to light the nature of any relationship. How, ultimately, saying what is written on your heart is something that only happens in the closest of ( Read more... )

So after updating on the private side, I felt it necessary to allow you all to indulge in a taste of my life....yeah right. Everything is relatively uneventful here. We had Slope Day on Friday so that means classes ended on Thursday. Basically, Slope Day is a party where everyone goes onto the slope (yes we're in New York so there are hills) and ( Read more... )

I just want to say a few things before I drift off to sleep. Given my previous rantings I felt it necessary that I step back and truly look at what I am complaining about, and as I somewhat expected, my claims have been grounded less in fact. Ideally, things may not be this way but all in all I really have no grounds to complain. I know far too ( Read more... )

You know, I liked this place a lot more when I hated it. I know ultimately that doesn't make sense but yet it makes all the sense in the world. My reasons for wanting to be here are hardly valid and hardly true, they just exist and I can't seem to change that no matter how unjustified they are. The little things that I look forward to, going to ( Read more... )

Perhaps I found it. The one thing that this place has never had, perhaps it's many things but I know that this is one. Walking home from orchestra and playing past favorites on the iPod, I found what I'd lost. Something that every day of high school produced in abundance, a sense of future. Maybe that's why I love being at home. Because I can ( Read more... )

UPDATE: My phone magically fixed itself! I left it plugged in for a very long time and it eventually filled. I feel reasonably comfortable posting this due to the fact that it has held its charge for about 7 hours so we'll hope. Just thought I'd let you know I'm available again for any and all expressions of love and adoration via waves ( Read more... )

ANNOUNCEMENT: My phone officially died, ironically during the message I was leaving to tell my family that my phone was dying. For some reason the phone will no longer charge and so it finally ran out of battery. Basically, I just want to warn any who would call because I can't return your calls because I wont receive them. So, in light of that ( Read more... )

Ok so I thought this was worth noting. I was in the stall in Willard Straight for reasons that I would like to not discuss but on the door in front of me was the most interesting thread I had ever seen on a bathroom stall. It started with the words Fuck Bush. Above them somebody wrote the word I, which was less than original. But then someone ( Read more... )

For all of you who were worried for my safety from not hearing from me I am going to put you at ease. I'm still here, alive and kicking.....and procrastinating :-). Not really sure what to say, life's not that interesting, at least it doesn't seem like it would be. My latest accomplishment is watching the entire first and what we have of the ( Read more... )