So it's been awhile and i thought i would post to let you all know i'm alive and kicking... literally. I'm currently treading water that is trying very hard to pull me under. It's very tiring and daunting at times but head remains above the water for now and for that i am grateful. Alot of things have been happening and i am currently at a very ( Read more... )

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So i've been contemplating changing my journal up this evening... to less of what it has been and more of something new and different. Meaning i may or may not close this one down and start up a new one or just keep this one as a friends journal. I've decided i need to change it up and try something different. My old journals were meant to be read ( Read more... )

i've had the frou frou cd on repeat all day....

I am in desperate need of a good book here people. I am become ever more crabby with each passing moment that i have that isnt spent with my nose in a book. I most recently finished The Reader and Revolutionary Road and could desperately do with something out there and not normal. Some thing like Harry Potter or more so Libba Bray. Something that ( Read more... )

So...my birthday is tomorrow... its the 2-1 bday too.... not quite sure how i feel about that... sarah sent me a water colored picture of the wizard of oz and made me cry... i don't know what i want to do tomorrow...neems can i come see you?

So i'm torn about what to do for my birthday on thursday. I though i would atleast do dinner with some of my friends but i guess i had mentioned something earlier about doing something on the weekend so my best friend was like well if we do dinner on thursday we shouldn't have dinner in rapid on sat because thats too much eating out. Or some ( Read more... )

Kansas....sucks...stupid people...suck....the campus is bigger than the city where my university is located...i've been in maybe 3 buildings...i want to go shopping... i lost my favored Irish necklace somewhere and cried...but i'm looking forward to the show tomorrow night...hopefully it will not suck... much love darlings cheers.

So here i sit in Kansas City Kansas in the econolodge hotel... in the hallway trying to pick up a simple wifi connecting with barely visable bars. I came here with the mission to find my rainbow and i have yet to do so. I've been surprised once today by a friend calling to make sure i made it ok...but whether or not thats my rainbow i'm unsure at ( Read more... )

So, i have come to realization that i love... LOVE driving in large cities...its a thrill! i drove to denver and in denver during rush hour i might add and i haven't had that much fun in a looong time! Hahaha...weird yes i know... Neems btw you would love this downtown area...i shall venture out at some point to take lots of pictures for you. I'm ( Read more... )