Every time I hear this song “Clair de Lune” it makes me happy, and then it brings me to tears!  Its so strange, because there aren’t even words, its just the music.  I know your going to say I’m gay or emotional… it’s just so goofy, that something can move your feelings so much….without words, or suggestions.  Just sound.

It was fun last night!  I was laughing dancing, and being silly.

Yet before I closed my eyes to sleep the same though popped into my head.  "I want to be happy."  He made his decisions.  I need to make mine, funny, I thought I already had.  This is not something I decided quickly.  I wanted the rest of my life to be a certain way with a certain ( Read more... )

No wait this one!!!  Did I say I was into things shaped like a heart.  I will probably get myself one of these for my birthday...


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I love this one more!!

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I am really into necklaces right now... I found this one at Tiffanys.. I love it!

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Today is my buddy Beth's Birthday!  She turns 26 today... I wish I was 26 again.. oh the things I would change....

I hope Beth has a great day!

I have been feeling really down the past couple of days.  I'm not sure how to shake the funk, but I desparately want to shake it off.  I got this crazy idea to quit my job, and just move to chicago to go to school full time.... but I have bills, so its not really realistic to just quit my job.  I wish I taken care of so I could quit my job.  I wish ( Read more... )

eventhough yesterday was filled with sappy songs on my IPOD, yesterday was stilll the first day in a long time that I didnt cry.  I have cried everyday since Feb... and yesterday was the first time that I didnt.  Am I getting better?  maybe... but I did cry today.

I want to be happy.  Will someone please come along and make me smile already!

I am still waiting for my romantic gesture... all I got was a phone call.  I guess I'll take it.

"hey little mama why you dress so funky...."

I cant get that song out of my head.  So its already Wednesday, and I am still super busy... but I might be going to training next month that would be AWESOME!  :)  but we'll see.