I'm starving... but I dont have time for lunch... sooo should it be snickers or cheese its?

Weekend was ok, I start my first set of classes today... I'm already sick of it!  :)

I got to spend a little time with the guy I am in love with yesterday.  It was fun.  He made me dinner, and was silly so I could laugh at him.  Its nice spending time with him, but he always leaves me with questions, and wanting more time with him.

I hope this week ( Read more... )

What am I looking for?
An obscene romantic gesture.

I guess I will just have to keep looking....

ok... do you remember my last post???  yeah well yesterday was the complete opposite of that one.  I was frustrated, sad, and angry.  I am just so sick of everything.  They are pulling me in a hundred directions, and home is pulling me in directions too.. and Marcus... well he is too.  One day I feel super loved and like I am important... and the ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood today... why? You ask... well NON OF  YOUR BEESWAX!

All you need to know is that I got hugs today, and I feel happy and loved. :)

Thats a change right?  But shush.. i dont want to jinx it!  :)

Today hasnt been quite as bad as the last few.  I still miss mr. marcus more then ever though.  I miss small things like his arms around me at night, and the silly way he dances when he hears a silly song.  I miss the feeling of knowing that we have plans together on satruday.. or plan on going to his moms on thursday.  I miss just spending my  ( Read more... )

I am so tired today.  I started to fall asleep early lastnight, but then I woke up and started watching TV again.  I started thinking about how unhappy I was again.. and then Marcus called to say goodnight.  That was nice, but it just made me think about happier times... and just reminded me that I am not happy right now ( Read more... )

The weekend was not fun.  I went to dinner then had some drinks with friends, but I was not happy.  so I started drinking.. and drinking way too much, and woke up saturday with my head pounding, and still feeling sad.  I spent most of satruday in bed, and then I went to hang out with my friend and she made homemade chinese food.  the best and worst ( Read more... )

Weeks been busy... and its only tuesday... I dont know what the weekend will hold... but hopefully its fun and not blahhhhh.

At least the day is over!