I thought about it a lot and I just can't delete history. But I'm not using this journal, that's for sheezie.

So here's a shout out to all the people not on my friends list who read this crap for brains.

Public Journal: inthezero
Private Journal: rarajulia

You are welcome. K bye.

-JR

the end.


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Marina is coming into town tonight. We'll actually talk about what's going on and what-not. So I guess, our relationship is either made or broken tonight. I'm scared, I don't want to lose my mother. She's the only real blood family I've got, but you know, I can't trust her and because of that, she can't trust me. It's the worst thing, to love ( Read more... )

Even though everything looks like it's fucking up, I'm still okay with everything. That's the weirdest part, I guess ( Read more... )

So I told Marina today about how I'm going to wait to go to college. She flipped. Duh.

Then she tried to stick all this shit on to me, and I told her I was moving in with Amanda.

Then she all tried to be like "why are you doing this to me blabla" duh.

She said that me wanting to wait a while before I start college is worse news than when I told ( Read more... )

I fuckin' told you so.

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I WIN, BITCHAfter the movie we went to go watch Virus at the house Amanda's sittin', now Rey's asleep on my bed and I just got done watching Underworld. That movie rocks, stfu ( Read more... )

Gonna get dinner tonight with Rey and Amanda and then go see some Alien V. Predator in da VIP booth.

Aliens will so muthafuckin' kick Predator's asses. They'll totally impregnate them n shit like woah.Gabe said it sucked but I don't give a flying fuck, Amanda and I are betting over this. With no money. 'Cos yeah ( Read more... )

So I'm moving in with Amanda on Tuesday or Wednesday. This will be...interesting. And to tell you the truth, I don't even give a fuck anymore. She can scream and yell at me all she wants, she can take away the car and not let me have my big bed. I don't give a fuck, as long as I get the hell away from her ( Read more... )

Amanda and I sat on her driveway and let it sprinkle on us as we counted and named off all of the guys we have kissed.

I have kissed 13 boys. Out of them, two were really good and one was amazing. Out of those 13 boys, I have kissed 3 of them that I wasn't "going out with" or "dating".

See, I'm not no ho.

-JR

I'm showering and going to go hang out with Rey. And then we're going by the heezie to hang out and probably drink. I hope Amanda comes, I need the stability of our friendship right now.

-JR