so i've decided to make a new livejournal, mainly because i've been using this one since grade seven or something and it contains horrendous memories of when i used to have undone eyebrows and unstraightened hair. i've opened up a new chapter in my life and i'm basically done with names like superefille and shit. plus, reading this thing over makes ( Read more... )

And I just can't pull myself away, under a spell I can't break, I just can't stop ( Read more... )

i hate being selfish about it but i really want you to come home. i'm always thinking about what could have been if i knew, and what i could have done before you left. there was so much potential, so much common interests. so much interest in general. now it's hard to say anything to you except for good luck & hope you're doing good because despite ( Read more... )

i will never deny that i loved you, however i will admit for you that you never loved me. i won't cry over it anymore. i won't storm off. i won't block you. i won't delete you. i will simply accept that my love for you touched the sky and your love for me barely made it off the ground. and all hurt aside; i meant every good thing i ever said to you ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting at home on a saturday afternoon watching disturbia and chilling.

i def wanna marry shia again! why is he so clever? but um i'm back on that. so anyway last night sometime after 2 in the morning i got a call from kevin ramos, and i'm literally all like what the fuck? and so we just chatted about life and chris baltazar until about 4. i ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......BOTTOMS UP! AGAINNNNNNNNNN 

it's my birthday tommorrow
i'm currently hating my life (again)
drinking the problems away

yes for having millions of bottles of vex in my fridge
tommorrow's my birthday
and that's how i'll do
on my birthday
get wasted with rye and char
while playing rockband

oh i'm into you, and no one else would do
cause with every kiss and ever y hug
you make me fall in ( Read more... )

why can't you see how much i love you?

birthday plans SO FAR
- some sort of 6 dollar pizza hut buffet lunch with leen?
- meeting up with some people so they can give me money $
- go karting haha, because it's my special day and i want to
- daddy and mommy's yummy cooking for dinner
- rockband and drive-in's with char and rye for the rest of the night

i ( Read more... )

everyone wants to date artemio! 
yuck. haha girls get off him. i find it so weird.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm just so mad tonight. like honestly.
everyone just die.

i hate how i like, got kicked outta my mississauga possy.
well not even kicked out, got like replaced?
i hate how i don't even have a stable group of friends
that i can do stuff ( Read more... )

i'm gonna pull myself away
and then maybe he'll want me back