I've been really busy. College, work, social life. Anywho I found some me time. (Just between study time and contmplate suicide time.....ok not funny). Well I remembered that I had a livejournal at one time. So I thought. I wonder if they deleted it? After three years THEY NEVER DID.... Well I got it out of my system. I think I'm going to lay it to ( Read more... )

When man's heart is full of deceit ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty desent day. I got to hang out with my friend Steve and go learn all there is to know about the great sport football. I up'ed my max in benching again, and I couldn't be happyier about that....But as always. I hit a large nag in the road. I found myself faced with a huge proplem. Accully a problem within a problem. You see to ( Read more... )

I want to start using Livejournal again. I'm hoping to use it right though. Not as a tool to whine on. But as a way to get what I feel out in the open...I hope that makes sence. Lately I've found myself fighting with two elements. Both being myself. I've been fighting with who I want to be, and who I am. It's hard to always second guess yourself ( Read more... )

I desided I'd make this new journal to have a new start. Lately I've been coming to the realisation that for there to be any happyness in my life. I need change. I need to make a new day a new way for me. If thatmakes any sence to you. I hope you got it

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