I'm not sure why, but I've been really happy today. I'm listening to Pandora and Journey came on, and I'm just like "YEAH!!!" I'm in Tacoma for the night, doing my Guard weekend, and for some reason I just feel... different. Maybe I still have a bit of a residual sugar/caffeine high. I was listening to stuff I haven't listened to in ages, and I ( Read more... )

So, things have been crazy. School is starting up next week. I worked thing out with Tyler, and have actually gotten gas money, etc. from him. We haven't seen each other much this week, since he's been heavy duty into his whole MMA training thing. But, I'm kinda enjoying the alone time, though I do kinda feel a straing. I had a pretty good ( Read more... )

I realized today just how much my life has changed in the past year. I'll be 25 on Tuesday, and its just... I didn't see myself being HERE, this time last year. I thought that I'd re-enlist, be a lifer, still be living with Chris... I had my picture perfect little life, but I didn't really know what it was. Hell, this time last year I was ( Read more... )

So, Tyler and I aren't together anymore... and somehow, the reasons seem stupid, but I know he sees them as valid. His life is a mess, and the stress just seems too much, and he doesn't want to be a leech on me. He says he loves me and wants to be with me, but he's not really ready to be a "functional member of society" and as such, he's not ( Read more... )

So, its late at night. Today's been the best day I've had in a very long time. Probably because I feel like what I'm doing is worthwhile for a change. I've been busy, and maybe somewhat inaccessible to some of the people in my life ( Read more... )

I'm at my parent's house, supposed to be having dinner. I feel really anti-social, but I thought coming over here would ease my mind a bit. School is starting soon, and soon I'll have to work, and I find myself plagued with my inner doubts, about everything ( Read more... )

I went out to see The Day the Earth Stood Still with friends. It wasn't that bad, though I think the book is much better.

I'm frustrated and angsty at the moment. I want to fight now.

Went out with friends tonight, namely Derick, Heather, Jared, Leslie, and Mike, with Alex showing up later in the night at The Galaxy. We did a little karaoke, and ended the night eatting out at Denny's. It was a lot of fun, and I really missed them peoples ( Read more... )

It's almost 4 a.m., and I'm still awake. I could attribute it partially to sleeping too much today, but I know that's not really the problem. I feel like there's something deep inside, that just doesn't want to quiet down. I feel kinda lonely, questioning, and I know I need to just shrug it all off... But, there's so much going on inside, and I ( Read more... )

So, I've been home for awhile now, moved into a place with Mike. It's been a lot of fun being home, and all. But, there's a part of me that is in a strange mood right now. We're supposed to be going over to Alex's for some sort of bonfire thing. I went to his and Nathan's show earlier, and I really liked The New Jangles. I kinda want to talk ( Read more... )