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"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines ( Read more... )

So here I am in Scotland.  The flight went well, I was able to sleep.  I don't have internet in my room, but thankfully my friend Gin from New Orleans that I met at the air port found a local bar with free wifi.  So, here I am.  We had dinner here, and now I am drinking a cute chardonnay out of a personalized bottle
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so, instead of sleeping, i go on the computer.
tonight was fun.. but theres something nagging at me. and i knew what it was when i came home, but dismissed it. but now i know again. and now i dont know. why do i always do this thing i do. what am i afraid of?

quick update - class starts in 10 minutes..

i managed to get my work done before class, so i am really glad that i went out to eat.

i found out two of my phys major friends also got the same job offer, so we might be all going down together. thats not so bad.

alright, class time.

alright, so things have been good.. but i was over confident.. and my parents forced me into early decision. i dont like making decisions without knowing what i choose will be an option. but i didnt have a choice. and now i feel so let down. i realized i wanted to stay in philly, stay involved with gamma sig and pi nu, and all my friends.. ( Read more... )

So it's a little later than I wanted to go to bed.. but thats my fault for taking time to watch SVU. I dont think this new TV fad is very good for me, but sometimes I get so tired of sitting in my room, and so I'll go into the commonroom, and people are watching tv.. and I get warped in.. and I cant get up.. like Steve Urkle.. "I've fallen and I ( Read more... )

so no gamma sig mtg tonight, i wish i knew. however, this is causing me more stress than if we had a meeting. i have to set things up for the LINC.. i wanted to remind people about the basketball game tomorrow.. so instead i had to make a million phone calls.. and now i kinda still need one person btwn 5:45-7. im might end up filling that myself ( Read more... )

alright journal, yesterdays list served me well. i fear i need another.

tomorrow:
9-10 chem lecture
10-11 chem recitation
11-12
*find an advisor
*buy chem lab manual
*call the LINC
*find some kind of lunch
*call ken schermacher back about dupont job
*call enterprise again
*hang up photocopies
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