What I feared the most happened. I lost my dad. He passed away on December 12.  God its so hard! I miss him, his voice, his smile. What hurts me the most is that I didn't get to say goodbye. He died as soon as I got to the hospital. I can't believe it, it seems like a never ending nightmare. I'm hurting so bad... so is my mom and family. This was ( Read more... )

    So I said I would try to keep up with this dealio but I've been so lazy. Hmmm it's December! Woah the year soared. I am currently baking 2 chocolate cakes for IV's Christmas party.
    Lately stuff has been going downhill for me. I don't know if its due to bad luck or the fact that I haven't been seeking God as much. I'm so overwhelmed and ( Read more... )

    Well here I am once more. I haven't been on this thing in quite some time! Hmmm things with the bf are ok as of now...Its just I'm having a hard time totally trusting him. He's a great guy and all but its hard to trust when you've been cheated on in the past. Maybe the best thing for him to do is run as far away as he can from me, because I'm ( Read more... )

    Ok so I finally went to the gym this quarter. I'm so effing tired I bet i'll feel worse tomorrow. Today was a good day...Hung out with the homies for a bit, Daily dropped me off at work with Ivan. It was nice hanging out with them. I might go see the bf... not sure though. I almost fell today because I tripped over Daily's skateboard. I'm tired

    So I'm trying to keep up with this dealio as I said I would. I find myself running late to class lately and then when i catch myself not wanting to go the MxPx song comes to mind... "Don't hate me forever i'm better late than never" so I end up showing up haha. Today was a great day... I went to each one of my classes... I hit the mall and ( Read more... )

    It's been so long woah! I totally forgot about this thing! Well since I last wrote so many things have changed. I'm in Riverside its my third year I decided to major in Psychology/Law and Sociology. I've been involved in Intervarsity Christian Fellowship...dude that club is freakin amazing! I love it its like the real thing you know...A group ( Read more... )

Well things have changed so much, right now im here in college lifes good! I do however miss the ones i love My mom lil sis, and dad! I will also miss the person i wish i could forget the most, the one that even though i try and keep out of my mind still haunts me, the one who i would do anything for, the one who i love and will forever have a ( Read more... )

Well im off to San Diego for the weekend, i know i'm going to have a blast! Latez.

Well things are going great, this weekend i spent it at home i went out with my best friend on Sunday to eat and it was awesome, yesterday i went to the mall with a friend it was so freakin cool, i had a blast, i'm glad each day i'm beginning to feel better about myself,i'm not going to lie and say i'm over him but each day its easier for me and i ( Read more... )

So whats new, i went to prom with mt friend Hector it was a blast, i didnt end up going with Chris after all, but in a way i'm glad because then i would of been bored as heck, well whats new after prom we went to Hollywood, and i got another scholarship a DTASC one pretty cool Latez i forgot tommorrow i'm singing in a talent show whoa!!!!!!!!!