i dunno if ne one cares but i am no longer gonna be at this journal ne more. i have a new one at www.xanga.com my ID there is icantxbexperfect well there ya go....payce

*well i feel like shit*

*went to the mall 2nite. i feel like crap right now. im so sick. dan asked me 2day if i would be madd at im if he asked shannon out. i was so sad. but ya know if hes happy... but i feel sad. & that sux. well i dont really feel like typin ne more cuz im not happy & i dont feel good. c ya payce!*

*sad face*

*well yesturday i didnt write so ill tell ya wut happened. so i stayed after with april. we went to heathers locker then we headed to sports study hall to hang out with dan & kristian. well needless to say i saw dan on the way there & he & shannon were walkin down the hall holding hands. ok yea i wont lie i was disapointed but i wasnt ( Read more... )

*omg!!!*

*aprils party last nite started of a lil slow. we went to go eat pizza & i met john (her bf) & matt & bubbles. after that kay showed up & we went to aprils house to hang out. thats where it started to get boring. it seemed like april was kinda ignorin me & kay. so we were like the outkasts of the party. then when kay left i was by myself. ( Read more... )

*havnt written in a while*

*well nuttin is really goin on. the only reason im am writing is cuz kay made me.lol. ummm....lets see....2marrow im goin to my friend aprils b-day party. kays goin & dan said that he might go depending on wut hes doin. lol. well kay now likes my ex collin. hehe. o well....w/e floats ur boat i say. ummmm....next weekend ( Read more... )

*nuttin*

*nuttin really goin on right now. im supposed to go tot kays 2day. i hope. & when im there i hope to go to the mall & get my hair cut & died. maybe if im lucky ill c dan there. i dunno. well yea seems like dan & shannon have gotten cozier over the last couple of dayz. they seem to be all over each other. it kinda bothers me but since i ( Read more... )

*rocknbowl 2marrow*

*yea so 2marrow me & kay might be goin to rocknbowl. yyaayyy. but the thing is dan dont go to this rocknbowl. he goes to the other one, Boulevard Bowl, & everyone wants me & kay to go to Sportsmans. i dunno if i wanna go ne ways. if dan aint gonna be there...fuck it. i would muach rather be at the mall chillen wit friends cuz i ( Read more... )

*2day was borin*

*well 2day we did absolutally nuthin!! well then again i saw dan so it wasnt half badd. lol. i cant complain there. omg i want him so badd. when i stayed after 2day tho shannon was hangin all over him i kinda felt badd. i cant help it. sometimes i wish i was her. but then i dont cuz dan told me that he dont like her but then again ( Read more... )

*chilled wit my gurly kay yesturday*

*yea well yesturday i went to kayleighs house. we had an awsome kick azz time. when i go there we got all ready & went to the mall. we ran into kim & her b/f there. ewww he is such a scumbag. yea & this other guy who was like 21 yrs old. deffintally not my type. yuck!!! he was madd short he came up to my like ( Read more... )

*well i found out somethin*

*havnt written in a couple days but ill fill u in. the other day i was talkin to dan & he told me sumthin that i was so happy to hear. ok well there is this gurl shannon that also likes dan i guess & well he told me that he dont like her!!! he told me that he used to like her in the beggining of the year but now he just ( Read more... )