BRANDY LYRICS ( Read more... )

So today the new dsl modem can and we have fast access again, no more slow dial-up. i'm happy, no more taking forever to load a page. But other then that not really much to report. other then headaches and how much i need a job but don't really want to look for one. but that will be my thing. The sooner i get a good, steady job the sooner i can ( Read more... )

It seem that everyone has some kinda of problem that they hold on to. They look at it, play with the idea of it, and try to figure it out but don't want to let go of it. i have that problem way to much. mine is something i will have to deal with the rest of my life but i try to pretend in really not there ohh but it is. But when i talk with the ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here at my sister, listen to music well the babies are sleeping. and as i'm sitting here listening to one of my fav song and it a kinda of sappy love song but i help to like it Brandy "Have you Ever". It about loving someone that does love you back but how much you love them. But the song makes me so sad because it seem like thats ( Read more... )

this was just something i thought was funny and decided to post it

Its like this my asshole of a step-father messed up his phone, so my mom went to get it fixed and cingular somehow mixed his phone up with mine. so i had to rush over to the cingular place before i had to go register for my night school class.so i was pissed out b/c the phone wasn't working. but i did get paid today so have gas now. so i get to ( Read more... )

seem to have so many thoughts in my head not wanting to tell them but want to get them out of my head. so here are a couple. Well first off i hate my life its the same but it does change. Wishing i had a better outlook on life and things that life involves. tried of being alone(guy). afraid of new thing but wanting new things. Hating the way ( Read more... )

So know i kinda have a job for 3 days a week. so i'll have money to pay my mother back and have a little cash is my pocket. i know owe my mom about 500 hundred dollars. and that really sucks. i hate when i'm in debt with people, especially my mother. But it will get better i hope. BUt today is monday and i start my night school class tonight then ( Read more... )

Ok so it like this. i know that i have issues. and i know i'm stuck my ways but despite everything i am trying to change what everyone seems to hate about me. But it getting really hard to do. Everyone keeps telling me that i have problems and that i need to change it, but no one can tell me how to change these things. it seems that someone i ( Read more... )

So sense about a week and a half ago i have been hang out with Emily,(I think she might even be getting a little tried of seeing me so much)how i thank Emily so much for what might happen, well at least i'm hoping for it. but sense i started hanging out with her i feel like i'm happier because i'm getting to be around people that seem to want me ( Read more... )