I used to believe that this journal was a way to vent. Yes, it is nice to have support from your friends and to get feedback on your thoughts; however, I have come to the conclusion that this place is no longer a safe place for my thoughts. Therefore, I am giving up on livejournal. I will stick to AIM, which I am starting to consider deserting ( Read more... )

Today I walked downtown to the Dollar General and bought a kite. I am quite excited.

-Scoo

I am scared out of my mind right now. I have to go to the school and turn in all my paperwork. It's over. This is the end and yet, I feel anxious and odd about the whole situation. How am I supposed to feel? I know I did not bomb student teaching; I know I am not a disaster case. I hate this. I feel like I have failed, knowing that I was ( Read more... )

my path is very unclear ( Read more... )

So I basically failed student teaching. It's pretty frustrating, but I am trying to keep my attitude positive about the whole thing ( Read more... )

So this is what it feels like to work your ass off and fail. I am not handling all the responsibility I have been put up to. Despite constant work and always striving, I seem to be stuck in a pattern of running with my tail between my legs. I can't seem to get my lack of organization skills to change fast enough. I don't feel I am getting ( Read more... )

It had been many years and the boy had heard the story so many different ways. Once, a friend of his had said, “If you don’t look for it, it will come.” Another time, a friend told him, “It will come when you least expect it.” More sayings came after that: “good things come to those who wait,” “there is someone out there for everyone.” But as ( Read more... )

Why are all my friends who are girls so hott? lol ( Read more... )

Tonight is one of those "oh fuck" nights where I just want to stop hurting. My back kills, my head hurts and there is way too much going on for me to keep track of it all. I just keep hoping that I am handling it all ( Read more... )

Stop planting "like girl" bugs in my head! I can't like girls, period. I can't deal with this Alma thing anymore. I want to get sucked into work and never get more than 5.5 hours of sleep at night. Anything better than that is not deserved. GET OUT OF MY HEAD ( Read more... )