Besides everything else, on saturday night I lost my cell phone so I need everyone's number again. I am screening all comments for this entry and will delete them once i get the numbers. If you still don't want to leave them here, IM me.

Scarletemptiness.

I ditched my friends when they were drunk and vunerable. They could have gotten hurt and I could have too.


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I'm at Jessica's house right now and her keyboard does not agree with me so I'll make a real update later. <33

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I stole this from Pen's Livejournal...

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My night was so odd. It was fun and boring at the same time ( Read more... )

Last night was a lot of fun. I got to see Jessica and Crystal, I have seen Jessica but not Crystal for a while. It was great to have it be just us (me crystal jessica matthew the other matthew mariah if she had come but she didn't) without someone else that I bring. I love them so much. We always have so much fun. They are so cute ( Read more... )

I really don't want to go to school today.

I feel it coming. I am no longer numb, at least at the moment I'm not. It's going to be bad. Very bad. I am already shaking and fighting tears ( Read more... )

I am at such a loss for words. I want to say something anything but I don't know what should be said. I want to talk and listen, but there is no one to talk to. I'm lonely ( Read more... )